Loved

I want to love
I want to be loved
I want to hold
I want to be held

I don't want to be hit anymore
I don't want to hit back
I don't want to be ignored anymore
I don't want to miss a single word anyone says to me

I feel invisible I feel punished
unlovable
unheld
Waiting for the next hit both emotionally or physically

When Will someone want me for me
when will people stop pretending to be my friend
When all they want is what little I have
I deserved to be loved to.