Monday, May 21, 2007

I Hate Her Still

Written April 10th 2006. about my adopted mother who passed away may 10th 1997

Why did they die?
why did they chose it?
Was I so unworthy that it
wasn't worth the fight to live

She chose to go
She chose not to get better
She chose to leave me alone
With no idea who I was
And no help on what I could become

Almost 9 years to the day
I still hate her
I am still angry
I don't know how to let go
I still love her.

Please help I don't know what to do.

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